i always feel very uncomfortable when semi-strangers, like my teachers, express concern about me.

but in other news, i appreciate my mother if only for the fact that she knows how to keep a house absolutely spotless. ahhh, clean kitchen and bathrooms.

i am dipping my toes into new-to-me music, like frog eyes and my bloody valentine and some otc tracks that i've never paid much attention to before. it's refreshing.

it is past 1 am and i can't sleep because god knows why

i looked up how to withdraw from school for a semester and then re-enroll and it looks very easy so maybe i will actually be gone for all of next year. i think a break from school would do me a world of good, especially since i'll be traveling with aria (for free!) instead

the inside of my left ear itches and my back hurts and my lymph nodes are swollen and my legs are unshaven and my body is basically falling apart but i think i've finally gotten it all sorted out and under control